Tuesday, March 17, 2009

You will hate this blog post.

I don't feel like writing a blog right now.
I don't want to write a blog right now.
But I'm bored and people wont leave me alone so I'm writing a freaking blog post.
Except I don't know what to write about, so I'm just typing.
I think Graham gave me a bunch of good ideas but I can't remember them right now. So that's not much help.
It doesn't help that I'm not a very happy camper right now, so I'll probably just complain for most of this. I warned you.

I had a really weird day today. I visited the University of Waterloo which was interesting. It felt really strange like I was actually making some kind of positive effort to plan my future in some way... which doesn't sound at all like me, right? I promise I didn't do it willingly, I pouted and sulked the whole day (except when there was this really cute boy telling me about his residence building, he was so sweet).
Anyways it was all very frightening.
That afternoon I was sitting in this little cafe in downtown Waterloo by msyelf, eating a chicken bacon wrap, drinking a key lime soda and listening to the Dixie Chicks sing some depressing song about avalanches and growing old on the radio. I almost cried. It was all very nostalgic. It was like something out of an Ann Brashares novel.
I don't think that scene will have the same effect on you guys that it had on me, and I'm sure none of this will make any sense, but that's what happened.

Oh and I should tell you guys that I'm in love.
I downloaded a Julia Nunes album today, and I think it might just get me through.
The first few times I've ever heard her, I've thought her voice was repulsive, but now I'm in love. Her lyrics are really heart-felt and there's nothing like a ukulele and and acousitc guitar for ones soul.
Have you ever stumbled across an album at exactly the right time in your life?
Like the album just so perfectly relates to your life at that point that it kills you sometimes.
Maybe I'm the only person who's like that... probably.
Jack Johnson's Sleep Through The Static is like that for me. I have such a massive emotional attachment to that album, it's not even healthy. But it means so much to me. It just happened to come into my life right when I needed it.
I sound like such a hippy.
Sorry.
It's not my fault you didn't have to read this.
But I digress, I think Julia Nunes is amazing and I highly suggest you check her out.

Oh and I think Graham suggested I include a current soundtrack to my life, so I'm going to do that:
You Will Love This Song - Amber Rubarth
Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Be My Escape - Relient K
The Guy That Says Goodbye To You Is Out Of His Mind - Griffin House
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

This entry was all over the place. And I doubt any of this will make sense, but too bad. And I'm not going to read it over because if I do I'll probably realize that it's too embarrassing and not post it then all of this will have been for nothing.
So that's it, losers.
<4

1 comment:

Christine said...

guess what?
i didn't hate this blog post.
HAH.
stop being so good at writing blog posts... or write more of them. your choice. because now i'm addicted and you can't just cut me off like you keep doing.
don't worry, though. you're gonna be such a cool kid in university... everyone'll love you. <3
and... Julia Nunes <3