I set my clocks early because I know I'm always late.

I've been doing some thinking and I wanted to get all of these thoughts down somewhere immediately. I feel mildly enlightened right now and I didn't want to lose it:

I've learned alot.

I've changed alot (not really). Well, maybe. I hope you'd still like me. That's really all I want. To be the kind of person YOU'd be proud to know, to love. That's how I felt about you.

Sometimes people will surprise you and when they do they will surprise you left often.
Sometimes people will tell you things about yourself that you didn't know and I think it's those things that are the most important.
The right people will understand the right things without any explanation from you.
That's probably why they're the right people.
Guarding walls may be intimidating but it's what's behind those walls that's important. What's behind those walls is beautiful, it's fragile and it needs you to help protect it. The intimidation is worth it.
I've learned alot but there's still more.

"Things have changed for me but that's okay, I feel the same, I'm on my way."
I have alot of respect for those words. Probably one of my favourite songs. There's something about those words that can be incredibly difficult to say/feel/think/understand/accept. I have an incredible amount of respect for the man that produced those words. I hope I can get to that point one day too.
I'm getting there.
Maybe soon
(ish).
I'll let you know.
I'll send your mom a postcard.

"Now turn on your lights because I'm coming home. I've been delivered for the first time."

I advise you to listen to I've Been Delivered by The Wallflowers. It tells an entire story. I think it's everybody's story really. At least I feel like it's mine. Maybe it's yours too. But maybe not. Maybe you're just still on the prologue. That's okay though.
I've always loved prologues.